How is it even possible to love somebody till the point it makes you sad? How do you do that? How do you love so much it deeply saddens you? Like, ffs, how do you get in that point of being in your beloved arms and getting sad? Once broken, always broken. Yup.


Odd feeling

I...  I don't know how any of this happened. He's a terrific person, he's sexy,  we get it on, he likes me the way I am. I don't even like me the way I am. Everything is terrific, but I gotta tell you, I'm experiencing this very odd feeling... I think it might be happiness.