Once a broken family, always a broken family.
Cred ca 2017 va fi anul in care cea mai mare provocare va fi sa ma gasesc pe mine. Sometimes, during the day, I still feel the need to text him. Cu pasi inceti duc un corp mult prea obosit de boli in rutina zilnica. I told my friend last night that if I took… Citește în continuare Trial year
My shrink said that I must find the reason why I keep going back to him, that I can't be a masochist to inflict so much pain upon myself without receiving something in return. And I keep coming up with many reasons...yet I can't find the one.
I asked for it, and God made me pay for it...in tears, spirit, heart and mind. My soul is broken and I don't know if I can put the pieces back together again.
Oh God... Dear God, please stop my addiction on him. I fell again and again in the abyss of his eyes last night. Sometimes I wonder what I did on this life or past lives to deserve such cruelty, to still love a man who doesn't love me back. Dear God, last night when he… Citește în continuare Addicted
Well, this is a new one: I'm making new years resolutions for 2017, and I've started to apply them in 2016. Either I'm going nuts or I am finally waking up. Lets hope for a better year & me not going completely bananas this fucking Christmas holiday. Cheers!